So my sister came down with her girls, anticipating being here for Ana's birth. Instead she just left to go home, and here I am still pregnant. On top of that, my other friend moved today 8 hours away, who was going to be in the room with me. My bf is leaving for her honeymoon friday for two weeks to New Zealand. I really was hoping Ana would come before anyone had to go, but she seems to have other ideas in mind. I actually have been in tears over this, as now I have no guarantee of childcare for the two boys. Not to mention my sisters kids started puking yesterday, so now I am trying to prepare myself for a flu hit. Very little sleep due to the tightness,backache, contractions, and sheer uncomfortableness. Just not in a happy place. Off to clean my house, which will take most of this rainy day up. Right now, I just don't care if she is overdue, bc no matter what day she comes I am so totally screwed it really does not matter anymore. Sigh...

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