I'm sure it's all the hormones trying to get themselves sorted out. That along with the tubal (which is generally a finality to your birthing experience) and the emotional rollercoaster ride you've been on with this pregnancy are enough to make anyone feel like you are feeling. Jay has also been so good to look out for you while you were on bedrest, that now you are probably feeling that disconnect since you now don't have that need - although I'm sure you still need help with the kiddos. It's not exactly the same as you personally needing care from him. It will all be ok. Congrats on the marriage talk. What a nice way to finish things up.

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