Tomorrow is my baby shower... people have known about this for weeks. I invited some people from my work to come, and everything has been all set for weeks. Now my good friend tells me that she might not have kid coverage and might not be able to make it. Ok I can understand that, being a mom of 5 kids now. Well I get an email from another good friend at work yesterday, telling me she forgot about a photo shoot she was already committed to for tomorrow and how it is a few hours away from here, and she wouldnt be able to make it. She was supposed to be going with another good friend of mine from work... I am just waiting to hear from her that she is not going to make it either. I have been talking to her through email this morning and she hasnt mentioned a word about it... not even a hint that she is infact going to see me tomorrow... but I am just waiting.

I am disappointed because I have actually had Ryann. Despite my BP issues that seem to be improving everyday, I feel great. I don't feel run down. I feel full of energy and am totally up to socializing, which I havent been in a LONG TIME. I haven't seen these people since I left work in February and have REALLY been looking foward to seeing some friendly familiar faces. It's not even about gifts... I have told them they don't have to bring a thing, just to see them would be plenty enough. Seems as though more people that my sister invited are coming than who I invited.

I know I am an emotional hormonal mess latey and it probably feels a lot worse to me right now than it normally would, but I am really sad that they won't be coming.

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~Angela~

Expecting #5!!

Callie ~ 11



Evann~ 5 and Gavinn ~ 3


Ryann Addison 05-09-2008