I've been obsessed for so long (I really wanted DS#2 to be a girl - if he had been, I'd most likely have had my tubes tied and been DONE having babies!) that I have reached a point of burying it as best I can. I still get teary-eyed when my friends with girls post pics on my DIJ board - especially one the other day of my girlfriend's daughter pretending to paint her nails. Times like that, every desire and ounce of sadness over not having a girl comes rushing to the surface and I get upset all over again at what I feel and believe is truly missing from my life.
Anyone else have a very special relationship with little girls in their life? I have virtually no family nearby, but I homeschool and we belong to a co-op. I have one super special little friend, Maeve, who absolutely adores me (and vice versa!). Sadly, co-op's over for the year, so I won't be seeing her weekly anymore
