I had beta levels done Monday and Wednesday, and it is confirmed that I'm having/had a miscarriage. I had some bleeding on Monday night which I'm pretty sure was it. I'm ok. This spotting/bleeding has been going on for over a week now, so I have had time to adjust and accept. I know this was my body's way of saying something was not right this time. I'm sad and dissappointed, but I understand. I just need to have my levels monitored now until they go down to 0. Then we should be able to think about trying again in about 2 months or so.

I wish you all a happy and healthy nine months. I'll miss being able to share this time getting to know you all. I'll probably lurk around and can't wait to see pics of all of your beautiful babies. I wish you all the best.

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