When I got my

with the twins, I was a wreck the whole time! I checked my tp every time I used the bathroom, I was sure at any one of my Dr appts that there would be no h/bs etc. I was a mess as they were doing my c/s. After so much heartache to get preggo, I never believed I would end up with babies in my arms. Some days I was fine, others a mess. I think it is totally normal. We go thru so much to get preggo, it is just hard to believe. You will feel better once the 2nd trimester begins, and even better once you can feel movement. We all know how you are feeling!