If you think getting pregnant with IVF is hard try living normal after a positive beta, I'm constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop, I've never had a M/C in my life but that's not help either. Gosh I'm afraid to get up from bed, to go to the bathroom, every time I feel a cramp is like the end of the world. My husband says I'm going to bring bad luck, but I can't help it, sometimes I feel like I have a bad feeling about this pregnancy and my husband won't hear about it, I know is all in my head, I need to be positive, just like I was during the 2WW, I was sure I was going to get pregnant and I did, I will feel better after the 12th. week. Anyways just venting a little bit with my friends in battle.

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Ainara (29) DH Zoran(41)
DS Adriano (7) natural preg.
TTC #2 since '04
Clomid x3
IUI w/Clomid X1
Dx. MF Aug.'07
IVF #1 March/April '08
E/R 4/14 25 eggs15 fertilized
E/T 4/19 2 Blast.
1st. Beta 4/28 174
2nd, Beta 4/30 336
1st. U/S 5/12 no HB detected/1 sac.
2nd. U/S 5/19 blighted uvum.
Cytotec induced M/C 5/20. (at 7w1d)
IVF #2 (FET) Sept./Oct.'08