Andi, I just saw this thread. I'm so very sorry. How heartbreaking. I'm so sorry that you're having to spend so much time alone right now. I, too, would come to keep you company, if I was closer. I am thinking of you. I hope that you have a speedy and full recovery, are home soon, and are able to have a healthy baby asap.
Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers, sweetie.
