Melissa--I believe the same thing about God--like maybe I can't handle another or it is a bad idea for my body to have another. Like you too though I sure do wish for another. But if it is not in God's plans then it won't happen--you know? So how do you know? How long do you continue to try to force your will on God before you figure out that isn't going to work? I mean several of the moms have gone 12 mo+ on the F so do I try for 12 mo?? I guess with the Clomid at least you can only do it so many months before you try somthine else. I don't know. It is all stressful AND of course af has not actually shown up yet--just me requisite two days od spotting which can't mean good things either. Ughhh!!!

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Tracie
DS#1 5/8/99 (Clomid 3 cycles, 1 50mg and 2 100mg) weaned at 27 mo pp after getting pg with ds#2
DS#2 3/25/02 (conceived while bfing ds#1(25 mo old), no ppaf) weaned at 24 mo pp to get ppaf back
3 Angels 03-2004, 06-2004, 07-2004
DS#3 7-14-05 (Clomid 2 cycles, Femara & hcg at 5dpo 1 cycle) weaned at 31 mo pp
1 Angel 12-2007
TTC#4
Cycle 1: Femara 5 mg(cd4-8), HCG 10,000 trigger cd 13
Cycle 2: Femara 5 mg(cd5-9), HCG 10K trigger cd13, 200mg prometrium
Cycle 3: Femara 5 mg(cd5-9) HCG 10K cd12, 200 mg P 11 dpo hcg 69, P 55.6
17 dpo hcg 1421