I am so sorry to hear about your grandfather. My dh's grandfather passed away in December and after a break, when we went to his funeral we knew we weren't done and would start ttc'ing again, my hubby was in an accident in November and was very fortunate he only broke his leg (he had surgery, etc) and wasn't killed because an artery was severed, So yes life is so precious and much to short to not enjoy it as much as we can. Good luck to you sweetie, I hope the new attitude is just what you need.

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