Yes, I get these moments of intense panic every once in a while. About the labor, about coordinating where Rachel will be while I'm in labor, and about actually taking care of a newborn and my sweet little 3-year-old. It's all rather overwhelming at times! I too, try to focus on the positive and not be too worried, but it is hard. I know we can do it, but it is scary at times. You are definitely not alone!!