My Intuition Sucks
So yesterday I said I felt like something was going on inside... well its called pre-AF cramps. DUH. The doctors (the GYN) said my LP is fine because it is 12-13 days but if my temps are dropping around cd 10-11 then do we ever really have a chance with that?
I guess it doesn't matter. I don't think we are going to have much of a chance unitl they figure out what is up with my insulin levels anyway. DH works with someone who's wife is diabetic and it took them 5 years to get pregnant. And we don't know if DH checks out okay since male factor infertility runs on his side.
Oh well. This next cycle I'm not going to use Fertility Blend since we are going to be so busy anyway and I want to see without it now when I O. I want to see if my hormones will stay in balance or what.
I told DH when I woke up I felt like AF was coming. And he responded, no suprise there. I think it hurts more that he isn't excited about it anymore than it does to every month see my temps plummet. While his optimism annoyed me in the beginning it was what kept me going every month.
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