Have been exhausted for a while and been busy for a while. Been learning a lot and Gods doing stuff. Am learning that when im really tired i have to stop. Its very hard tho as, i cant think of the right word, but negitive thoughts come and try to propel me to do stuff; keep busy, go to meetings and stuff. I hope you understand - not in a non-God way just must be doing something for God and Gods saying stop. Hasnt helped that for ages couldnt get access to this place. I dont get a lot of time on the net to get here either.

I do hope you are better. How is your grandfather and family getting on since your last post?

God bless,

Matthew