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heathablue · #1 (**permalink**) 02-13-2008, 07:54 PM

I am so upset right now, and I need to write this all down before I loose it again. Here it goes..we got snow last night and my DH was plowing from 1:30am-6:30am and then went to work. So I understand he was tired and cranky. Well I come home and he says 2 words to me all night. He went upstairs and I was watching t.v. in bed. I went down stairs after taking a shower to make his lunch, and then I thought "hey I will be cute and make a little valentine to put in his lunch bag" So I was in the middle of making it, and I heard him come downstairs, so I threw it inside the coffee table real quick. I hear him take a freeze-pop out of the freezer and he came in the livingroom and was going to sit on the couch. I said "I thought you were going to bed??" And apparantly he didn't like the tone I had said it, so he get up threw his freeze pop in the sink and started to walk upstairs....oh it gets better. So I ask him what the hell his problem is, and follow him upstairs, he tries to shut the bedroom door on me. I ask him again what his problem is again and he says "whats my problem? I come down stairs and you say I thought you were going to bed? " So I say "so what? you havent said 2 friggin words to me all night! Because I say that your have to throw sh*t and get all p*ssed off?? Just because you are tired and cranky doesnt mean you can take it out on me! Throw some more stuff around! Real friggin nice. I am sick of these temper tantrums. Keep it up little baby" And I started to walk downstairs because I was SOOOOOOOOOOOO MAD. And then he said THE most hurtful thing to me he said "why don't you cancel all of your dr's appts!" Meaning to cancel the cycle. I went balistic!! I went back upstairs and was saying that was the most hurtful thing to say to me, that I can't believe he would say that. That for him to say that means he must not want this. And he wouldn't talk to me. Thats what he does when we fight, he pulls the covers over his head like a 5 year old as I am yelling. I told him he needed to appologize to me and he said he wasn't going to. So I went downstais and bawled my eyes out. Put my jacket on (mind you I am in pajama pants and t-shirt) and just drove. If I had more gas I would have drove all night. I was gone an hour. Do you think he called me? No. Do you think he will appologize? Doubt it..I came home about 10 mins ago and he is still upstairs in bed. I CANNOT believe he said that to me. He knows the things that are most sensitive for me and uses that. I told him before he needs medication or to talk to someone because the way he acts sometimes, I really feel like I am dealing with a 5 year old. He gets p*ssed off over nothing!

Well Happy Valentines Day for me huh?????
Ok thanks for letting me vent...................................