Ok this is beginning to be torture for me.
You would think that with my lucky cycle last time with Oing on cd15 that I would be on cloud 9 with enthusiasm an excitment thinking that my body is finally starting to do something right for a change.
But it has only been stressing me out because I never know when i am going to O. Could be in a week again, or it could be crushing again and not O for months on end. I just am getting so tired of having no clue when I am oing and afraid of missing my chance. I feel I have to be prepared at anytime that i could O, and it is starting to stress me out. Mainly I think because of all the trouble I have of getting pg, and I am kind of on a timeline as to how long we are going to try to conceive.
I know there is a few girls here that are going threw exactly the same things I am. I just needed my day to vent with the crazyness that this all brings.