It's been a stressful 2 weeks to say the least. DH has had me out of town for part of it and been over my shoulder for the rest. He's been paranoid about me being on the computer. I don't know what's in his head, but I think it stems from me being focused and successful at losing weight. I think he's got some crazy idea that there is someone else or I'm shopping around or thinking about it. Like I said that idea is !!!! He even doesn't want me going to church - he finds some way to sabotage my efforts to go every way he can. He even went so far as to comment that I had better not run off with some guy from my church..... It's insane. He's never been jealous like this. And I'm not a jealous person myself, so it bugs me even more. I need to sit down and have a to with him, but he jumps to conclusions and doesn't listen a lot of the time, then I just end up upset and :cry. OK that's it in a nutshell - I've been in cyber prison - solitary confinement.

Again, I'm so sorry for semi-abandoning you ladies. You are so important to me and I want S for all of you very soon. You have all done a wonderful job at keeping the board going and supporting one another; and I do appreciate that.

Also, keep Heidi in your prayers. She's feeling really down about the waiting games she is having to play with her RE with all the testing and waiting for results. I don't remember having to wait so long with mine, but maybe it's because they had all my tests spread out and I was going in every week for something and didn't realize the wait for results. Anyway, just keep her in your thoughts and prayers.

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