She is 2 soon to be 3 in a few months. No we didn't have trouble she was a surprise but the best surprise in the whole world. That's why I don't understand what is going on now. I did have an abnormal pap while pregnant which led to a LEEP after she was born but I should have waited because everything came back normal. Everything has been normal since then but I can't help but wonder if in doing the LEEP that I damaged my future chances of getting pregnant. At the time I was scared of cancer and wanted to get rid of it and not take any chances. My dad has had prostrate cancer and my grandmother died of cancer and it was something that scared me and waiting scared me but I so wish I would have now. That's the only thing I can think but the other thing that changed was I had Lea by emergency c-section. Every time I ovulate now I have the most horrible pain on my right side. I mentioned this to the gynecologist the last time I was there and he said it oh well we wouldn't know what it was unless we cut you open and found out. I swear if I do get pregnant I'm dropping prime and finding my own doctor locally.

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