Lyn I went through a lot of what you talked about when I became pg after my ectopic. It was also really hard for me thinking about the baby b/c other than the fact it was ectopic... I could have gotten to know that little person. An I mean I knew that the baby never could have been b/c it was ectopic but it didn't make it any less diffictult to end that pg once I saw the hear beating on an U/s My ectioc baby and 2 that I also lost at that time ( I had 2 implant in utero the same cy I was pg w/ the ectopic but but M/C b/c of complications from the ectopic) were due on Feb. 1st... New years eve and close to christmas, so I got 3 tinny little silver angels to hang on the tree.

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