I can relate to your feelings. My ectopic baby would be due in May and I can't seem to delete the ticker for that pregnancy. I check in every now and then to see how far along I would be. I also check in on the Due in May message board. I am so happy I'm pregnant again but a part of me wishes I was still pregnant with the first one. I really dread approaching the EDD of the ectopic baby. I just hope being able to feel this one move and so forth will help. You do not need to feel guilty about your feelings. I think they are normal and you obviuosly love this baby very much.

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