to you Lynn

You don't need to appoligize.

I never had those feelings when I was PG with Abby except right around that baby's due date. He (I always felt that my first baby was a boy) was due right around Mother's day. The killer for me was when Abby was almost a year. There were two babies that came to Abby's play group who were born in May 2003. I was so sad because I knew my baby was supposed to be their age. I think as Abby ages, I'm less affected by it because their isn't as much developmental difference in 4 months. (although it might mean I would be done with potty training!) For me at least time has helped heal me. I have a Cherished Teddies figurine I bought to remember my first baby. I do get it out and think about him every once in a while.

It's good to mourn your baby. I hope that your pain eases. I think you will move on, but she'll always be in your heart.

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