Jen,
I know just how you feel. A lot of what you wrote about reminded me of what I went through with Taren's father! He didn't even tell his mother about Taren being on the way until I was 7 months pg! Yeah, and he cheated on me while I was pg as well.
If you ever need to talk, you can e-mail me any time at
tandenwill1@yahoo.com I'm a great listener {{{HUGS}}}