Thanks but i think theres no saving the relationship.

I see where I was on her list of friends.
She doesnt even want to talk to me on the phone! Only thru email!! I was like "what are you afraid of...my voice?? Nothing will happen if we talk on the phone."
SHe doesnt care. She wasnt supportive and said alot of negitive things.

She sent me an email bashing everything about my life that she didnt approved of. I was like " why did you wait so long if you didnt approve of my life - why were you my friend then?"
She said I need to God and to go to church!! She doesnt even go to church!!! Who is she telling? omg...

So yeah after all the sh!t she said to me I dont think I will try. I tried already to be there but she thinks she's some angel and she's a hypocrite. When I was her "friend" she told me things she was ganna do - now that i'm not there she's gone back to " oh well, I'm just ganna wait or try later" UGH!

Like,why was I even there!? Its hard...its strange. I hung out with her all day every day and now its like nothing. Completely nothing. I dont understand how she can just cut me out of her life completly in one night.

It hurts me. It saddens me. But i cant do sh!t about it so what do you do?

I even wanted to end on a nice note - but no she didnt want that. I guess it made it easier if she was mad at me not to talk to me. I hope she has a nice life remembering how she THREW me out of life.
And she says shes hurting too - whatever! Spare me! Cry me a d@mn river!

I'm so hurt I cant explain it. where do I go from here. I guess Ill figure that out.

Trent is my TOP priority and has been so he will just get all the more love that I did have for her.

Thanks for being there for me AlexMommy. I apreciate it.

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