Did she actually comunicate to you that she is no longer your friend? I'm very sorry this has happened, especially as you said that she is your only friend and you are without family. What happened should be a big signal to you that you absolutely must be more careful about what you do, you have a young son and no family to turn to if anything should happen to you - you are all Trent has got and he's your n.1 priority. Maybe if your friend sees that you really HAVE learned your lesson about this and have realised the consequences of any thoughlessness on your part could lead to very serious repercussions on your son, she just might relent in time and trust you again. I think you need to really demonstrate to her that you understand her fears and that you will never again willingly put yourself in danger that way. It will probably take some time, but things should work out with you both eventually, just try not to rush her maybe.

Take care of yourself and your son - he's a real cutie-pie, bet he's such a sweetheart too.

The best of luck to you both.

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Susan