I don't know if i had AF or not. I had 3 days of bleeding, but my temps only dipped for the 1 day and then went back up. Don't know if that was really af.

About my situation, i have a sometimes partner who is not a sig.Other, and is currently being really annoying.

""Can I ask, though honestly why do you want to have a baby? alone?""

That is actually 2 questions with answers that are worlds apart. Why do i want to have a baby?!!!! I have always wanted kids, but i was stupid enough to keep waiting around for a husband. I am 37, still with no potential mate, and i CAN NOT wait any longer. My mother died last summer, and it finally hit me that i just can't keep thinking about it. I have to DO something about it.

I would really REALLY love to have a man who is willing to stick around and be a father to my baby. But no one has given the slightest indication of interest. No indication of a man wanting to stick around even without the idea of a baby. When i first met my current partner, he asked me why on earth i wasn't married or have a steady boyfriend! (notice that he hasn't become either of those)

I'm sorry about the rant, but you hit on a really sensitive topic. I want a baby so badly that it is killing me, and i will do anything to be pregnant. I just want what every woman should be able to have, and so many take for granted.

ok, it's safe to take the cotten out of your ears now, and come out from hiding.

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