Thanks Ruth, I've managed to calm down and get my thoughts together, and I've come to realise I probably dont want her around me as often anymore, it should work out better that way I think, I just dont need the added stress.

She did text me yesterday to ask a question to which I only gave a reply without asking about her and today she called to ask about fleece materials for the new baby's blanket, again I just answered her. She did ask me how I was to which I just said fine! I dare not tell her of the contractions i've been getting lately, she'll just come up, I'll just let her think that nothing will happen till the 21st!

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Anderson ~ 7th Oct 2005
EDD 8th Nov


Christopher ~ 8th Nov 2001
EDD 9th Dec


Patrick & Dawn ~ Met 24th Jan 1991