Im very sorry for your loss... Ive been ttc for almost a year now and I have had these hopeless thoughts too... Fortunate and unfortaunate at the same time that we all have a certain path we are supposed to follow... I know what you mean about seeing so many young people pregnant or people who shouldnt have kids! Its not right... I know one girl right now who shouldnt be pregnant as she was maybe still is, cheating on her hubby for a year and a half before they were married and she got prego before she got married in June! How fair is that!!!

Good luck to you... you're not alone in the way you feel!

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Pam
Stopped BCP October 2004
Pam 24, DH 32
C5 ~ Diagnosed Hypothyroidism July 2005.
C7 ~ Diagnosed PCOS Oct 2005
My Chart http://www2.fertilityfriend.com/home/772e0