I just got the call from the RE and they told me that my TSH was 3.53!!! Back into the HYPOthyroidism range! WTF????? I just don't get it! I asked if they could raise my dose so it goes back down into normal range, but my RE said that he's reluctant to do that because if it's fluctuating like this, there might be something else wrong. So I need to see a regular doctor about my recent symptoms and see what they want to do. I want to just go up to 125mcg (now on 100mcg) to lower it again, but he wants me checked out first. I am not thinking that my symptoms of restlessness, insomnia, and rapid heartbeat could be from anxiety leading up to today when I go in for that dreaded meeting with my supervisor to find out whether or not I'm fired. I don't know. I told the RE's nurce about that factor, but she still said that he wants me seen at the regular clinic. So they're faxing in my latest b/w and I'll be sure to get in before the week is over. Today's just bad because I'm probably gonna be all emotional from that meeting, regardless of what happens (BTW I've decided that if they don't fire me, I will put in my notice right there and then and find something better.) But I could go in tomorrow or Friday. I want this crap figured out! I don't want to by HYPO anymore than I want to by HYPER! I want to be normal! So anyway, there's my update...strange but true. Please pray for me that I will get all this worked out! Thanks everyone!!!

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