Well, the month has arrived, now I am just waiting on

to show up before our first official TTC cycle starts. I am really excited, but nervous as can be. I am an informationholic so I've read a ton of statistics and, yes, horror stories. I am the type of person who doesn't focus on the sucesses of my friends, but on the ones who had the excruciatingly long waits (3, 7, 5, even 10 yrs) for baby. Silly, I know, but that's me.
Someone tell me I'm not completely nuts here.