oh wow i dont even know who to repsond to on this board,....i feel the same way as many of u...my husband has been raising my son for 2 years now as his own and even tho hes only 21 hes grown up so much in the past 2 years and now hes ready for one of his own...i sat here one night after doing alot of reading on this site and explained to him all the things depo has done to me...making me almost impossible to live with for one...we would fight and argue horribly....all i could do was apologize but now he realizes it was depo that did this to me..now my son will be 5 next week and i never wanted my children this far apart...i was hoping to be pregnant by now but thanks to depo i dont know when it will happen...i was due for my last shot dec 16 and i didnt go to get it...i still havent had a cycle...like someone else said...i just want to be normal again...